Thursday, December 15, 2005
Love him..love him not
Yesterdae...My bzfwen called..She had juz started werking @ Times BookStore..Our called was interrupted by an AssHole!!Her 2years&4month ex Boyfren..They recently broke-up..She broke up wif him bcoz of his stupid attitude..He is soo possesive&rude..Even after they broke up he is still suffocating her..On the other hand she cannot 4get him..Of coz larh..3years of friendship..Ouh..B4 that..we talked about how confuse i am..Im broken into 2 actually..Between my perfect guy & my partially perfect guy..My perfect guy does not exist in this world..While..My partially perfect guy..hmm..yah..his religious..His caring..His an introvert..Haiz..He did not hv much of personality..His quiet..mundane..Homely..He did not play sport..he did not have hunk bicep that i can hug with..He does not have dimply smile..His eyes is dreamy..But he do show some interest in me..Eventhough he does not tell me..Coz he kept hinting me bout how he wish i will be his..He said dat im kiut..But im juz afraid that i will get laugh at if im wif him..coz he has a weak exterior..He wasnt dat manly...as most guy i see..People will laugh aloud @ me..Im juz afraid that i might break both hearts..Asha..lectured me yesterdae..it was painful..She Was true as usual..she sound sarcastic..She told me that I prefer listening 2 people that my own heart..But he is not a perfect guy 2 me..Im searching 4 the true him..She told me there is not such man in this world..I should give him a chance 2 prove that he isn't wat i think..Asha told me dat if we r 2gether maybe he will change..&perfect all his lyfe..But i juz could not accept him..Yah..im afraid 2 be laugh at..She alwaes giving me..there is no perfect people in this world..U haven't been in a relationship for soo long..Thats y u feeling lyke this..Its juz in ur mind..its self-conscious..Oh Allah..plz help me..If he is meant 2 be mine..Give me some indication..
Jannah ♥
2:21 PM
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